what a waste of time ok. i shld have known that watching liverpool without a striker would equals watching them lose. the commentators were also saying tt if liverpool were playing boro without hasselbank and viduka it might be diff. anyway kor was super angry yst haha. he was fuming lah. but i see y hes angry i guess. like HELLO. mellor scored against boro b4 TWICE and still dun wanna play him... play midfeilders as strikers of cos will not be able to score one rite. wahliew. he was like banging the chair and frowning haha. oh wells. hopefully they CHANGE TACTICS... and soon. tho kinda like nothing to change to oso, cos the squad is so small... the january transfer window sucks lah. ok enough football.
this has been a very learning weekend for me i guess.. on sat we did some study on how to be a spirit filled woman and it was quite... i dunno. discomforting tt being a submissive wife is so high on Gods list of qualities he wants us to have... cos i guess to me i see being submissive as a weakness and it annoys me to no end when i see girls that are so submissive to thier bfs... makes me irked. its not as if they are lesser beings or soemthing rite...and just feel qt angry abt it i guess. but ive come to realise tt being submissive is a virtue and its a sign of humility to be able to put another persons wants above my own. its so hard tho. the thought of being like some servant to some guy fills me with revulsion but Jesus was a servant to everyone He met on earth and did it so willingly, so how can i complain... just gotta pray and submit to God! in the sec 1 grp oso lijia was talking abt the girls role and how God made females and males different and that guys are given more leadership traits then girls do and thats why most leaders are guys, and i dunno i have always wondered y tt was so haha. so now i know! i dunno. maybe God knew that this was a good time to teach me this lesson cos of the situation im in now but i still KINDA hope that His plan for me is to be single... but yet. i dun hope it haha. ok nvm.lijia was saying that we must build a good brother sister friendship before anything else should develop and i agree. but what if nothing develops? she was saying that a sign of a healthy relationship is when we are able to rebuke each other in the Lord and talk about spiritual things, but im like quite scared of you so i dun think we will ever be able to have such a relationship.i should just try to forget it.
its like i always read the passage about a noble wife and kinda thought tt maybe cos times have changed and in those days the society was patriachial and in the same way we do not have to cover our heads and keep long hair anymore this is something more catered to the readers in those times than now, but i realised that i was trying to compromise with the bible and only accept what was right in my mind when the bible is in fact the truth whether i like it or not. which brings me to the second thing i learnt about truth.
i thot the sermon was really good and tho it was qt chiem i felt it was thought provoking tho i dun think tt the sec 1s understood most of it. like i guess i always thought of truth as a concept and its quite hard to think of truth as a person instead, but it is true! Jesus is the way the TRUTH and the life and there are no two ways about it. something that struck me was that uncle oon seng was saying tt pple in the world tend to think of truth as something relative rather than absolute, like this is true in such a culture but not true in another, but that is totally wrong. and i guess i have been guilty of that many times like saying that oh something i did isnt so bad when compared to others that are worse than me, like what he said about punctuality for service and stuff. it really like made me realise that its not just words that can be "lies" or anti truths but actions and the way we lead our lives as well. as long as i live in a way that is opposing the word of God and the example of Jesus then i am lying to God and to myself. and that is a very serious offence! he was also saying that we should use the spirit in us to read the word of God instead of relying on knowledge to examine the Word and i really really want to learn how to do that... i always admire pple who seem to really gain so much from each sentence of the bible and gain so much wisdom from it and i really want to do tt too...but i dun really know how to haha. nvm i will try.
so yeah all in all a very enriching two days of church heh.
anyway. i had a very interesting chat with tim on fri and im still reaping the effects of it cos i woke up at 12 today! gosh. but tim: i blame you ok. i was almost able to put it out of my mind and convince myself i forgot but YOU made me remember and think about it again! crap you!
mummy is coming back soon! yay :)
this has been a very learning weekend for me i guess.. on sat we did some study on how to be a spirit filled woman and it was quite... i dunno. discomforting tt being a submissive wife is so high on Gods list of qualities he wants us to have... cos i guess to me i see being submissive as a weakness and it annoys me to no end when i see girls that are so submissive to thier bfs... makes me irked. its not as if they are lesser beings or soemthing rite...and just feel qt angry abt it i guess. but ive come to realise tt being submissive is a virtue and its a sign of humility to be able to put another persons wants above my own. its so hard tho. the thought of being like some servant to some guy fills me with revulsion but Jesus was a servant to everyone He met on earth and did it so willingly, so how can i complain... just gotta pray and submit to God! in the sec 1 grp oso lijia was talking abt the girls role and how God made females and males different and that guys are given more leadership traits then girls do and thats why most leaders are guys, and i dunno i have always wondered y tt was so haha. so now i know! i dunno. maybe God knew that this was a good time to teach me this lesson cos of the situation im in now but i still KINDA hope that His plan for me is to be single... but yet. i dun hope it haha. ok nvm.lijia was saying that we must build a good brother sister friendship before anything else should develop and i agree. but what if nothing develops? she was saying that a sign of a healthy relationship is when we are able to rebuke each other in the Lord and talk about spiritual things, but im like quite scared of you so i dun think we will ever be able to have such a relationship.i should just try to forget it.
its like i always read the passage about a noble wife and kinda thought tt maybe cos times have changed and in those days the society was patriachial and in the same way we do not have to cover our heads and keep long hair anymore this is something more catered to the readers in those times than now, but i realised that i was trying to compromise with the bible and only accept what was right in my mind when the bible is in fact the truth whether i like it or not. which brings me to the second thing i learnt about truth.
i thot the sermon was really good and tho it was qt chiem i felt it was thought provoking tho i dun think tt the sec 1s understood most of it. like i guess i always thought of truth as a concept and its quite hard to think of truth as a person instead, but it is true! Jesus is the way the TRUTH and the life and there are no two ways about it. something that struck me was that uncle oon seng was saying tt pple in the world tend to think of truth as something relative rather than absolute, like this is true in such a culture but not true in another, but that is totally wrong. and i guess i have been guilty of that many times like saying that oh something i did isnt so bad when compared to others that are worse than me, like what he said about punctuality for service and stuff. it really like made me realise that its not just words that can be "lies" or anti truths but actions and the way we lead our lives as well. as long as i live in a way that is opposing the word of God and the example of Jesus then i am lying to God and to myself. and that is a very serious offence! he was also saying that we should use the spirit in us to read the word of God instead of relying on knowledge to examine the Word and i really really want to learn how to do that... i always admire pple who seem to really gain so much from each sentence of the bible and gain so much wisdom from it and i really want to do tt too...but i dun really know how to haha. nvm i will try.
so yeah all in all a very enriching two days of church heh.
anyway. i had a very interesting chat with tim on fri and im still reaping the effects of it cos i woke up at 12 today! gosh. but tim: i blame you ok. i was almost able to put it out of my mind and convince myself i forgot but YOU made me remember and think about it again! crap you!
mummy is coming back soon! yay :)
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